Thursday, November 10, 2011
@ 10:55:00 PM
I don't know why eh.
whenever i'm make agreements with you.
we talk things out so happily, so sweet and everything.
Then suddenly lots of negative thinkings came into my mind.
like we won't last.
we cannot be together.
we'll end up getting hurt.
we won't be happy being together.
Don't know what went wrong.
i suddenly feel like letting go.
feels like actually from the beginning, we should've remain as NORMAL friends.
not like what my friends call us.
more than friends, less than a couple.
I suddenly feel like i have no guts to even be with you.
but i don't want to keep you waiting.
i'm feeling effing guilty.
don't even know what i really want.
though you're giving me time, but still i have those thinkings.
like i really won't end up being with you.
i don't know whats going to be the reason behind it.
but really.
Don't know what to do D:
you're perfect, you're awesome.
very sweet towards me, everything of you is good.
haven't been so happy since a long time.
but theres just something stopping me that i really don't know what is it.
i don't know what i really want either.
I don't wanna hurt you.
really, i fucking swear i don't.
